The Joy of Wonder

Posted on July 22, 2024 by me

One of the sins of evangelicalism is that it has canceled the joy of wonder in so many people. As children, we are born with an innate sense of wonder as we learn about the world around us. Unfortunately, religion has a way of stuffing that wonder into a box. As Carl Sagan wrote in Pale Blue Dot, “How is it that hardly any major religion has looked at science and concluded, ‘This is better than we thought!'” No, science is usually seen as a threat to the flat earth, the earth-centered universe, or the seven-day creation, as is archeology. Instead of the joy of wonder, there is a fear that knowledge can threaten our faith.

To me, this all comes down to a belief in a small god–a wizard of Oz sort who is afraid of someone tearing back the curtain to reveal the truth. It is no wonder that so many people refuse to believe in such a god. I refuse to believe in one myself.

You Need A Bigger God

Do you really think the creator of the universe is afraid of scientists discovering some secret about how he cheated in his creation, or that perhaps God never guessed that science would ever discover dinosaur bones? Do you think God would really think we’d never notice that there were a few contradictions in the Bible accounts? Does God worry about how much knowledge some humans are amassing?

I really think that many Christians are afraid that their God is inferior to “the world,” so they, too, live in fear with that same feeling of inferiority. One of the ways this comes out is in super-religiosity, like fundamentalism and Christian Nationalism. It’s putting faith in earthly power rather than in God, who is perceived to be inferior to man’s power.

Now consider this: Do you really think God wants his followers to be totally clueless about creation–the expanding universe, the human genome, and so on–while the rest of the world figures it out?

Recovering the Joy Of Wonder

I believe in a God who is bigger than science, and politics, and religion, populism. I believe in a God who isn’t afraid of man’s knowledge (or lack of it). I love science, and logic, and reason. My faith in God isn’t hindered by discussions about who really wrote the Gospel of John (I personally still believe John did), or the various changes made to the Septuagint from the original languages. My faith doesn’t rise or fall on a literal reading of Genesis. I believe in a huge God, and all knowledge to me is a source of wonder as I believe it all leads to a wonder-ful God.

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Belief and Uncertainty

Posted on June 25, 2024 by me

“How can I be sure?” is a commonly asked question that’s found its way into a popular song that has been a hit at least twice that I remember. The answer is, of course, that we can’t, about most things. We can be reasonable sure of many things, but certainty is often hard to come by.

This often is hard for Christians to deal with, as there seems to be a certain expectation in evangelical circles, at least, that one should be sure of their faith. I recall a book we read when I was in Bible school called Know What You Believe. I honestly don’t recall anything about the book, but I do recall thinking the title was a bit odd, coming as I did from a non-evangelical background (I was Lutheran, which thinks of evangelicalism differently).

The Certain Ones

Since then I have run across a few groups who claim certainty in what they believe. Calvinists, for one, seem pretty sure of their doctrine and will argue it at the drop of a hat. Many dispensationalist groups are similar in their convictions, as they cut and paste Bible verses to make them tell their stories. Then, of course, there are various cults, which I won’t bother to spend time with. To me, anyone who claims to be certain about their particular doctrine is waving a big red warning flag.

Faith (not Certainty)

I’m not talking about blind faith (which is a cultic certainty), but real faith. Kierkegaard famously talked about a “leap to faith,” which I find quite helpful. When looking at the evidence for anything, whether Biblical, scientific, experiential, and so forth, it will only take you so far, then you have to decide whether you have enough information to make an informed decision to believe in something. Is this path safe to walk on? Is this house a good investment? Should I marry this person?

When You Don’t Have the Answers

There will always be questions for which you don’t have answers, and you have to be okay with that. Christianity is full of these questions. What happens when we die? I don’t know. Will everyone be saved? I hope and think so, but I can’t be sure.

On the spectrum of belief, I am in many places on many different subjects. I believe more firmly in somethings than others. As I learn more, my beliefs change, and I move around on the spectrum. I am okay with that. I am reasonably sure about the basics: God loves me, and has my life in his hands, metaphorically speaking. Personally, I have enough to have made that leap, and I’m fine with being in the gray areas on many other unessential things.

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Embracing Uncertainty

Posted on June 5, 2024 by me

I have a weather app on my phone that tells me things like, “Rain ending in 13 minutes.” and I get frustrated when it’s inaccurate. I realize that it’s a best guess based on known conditions, but still, I like certainty, especially when I’m planning a trip to the store.

We all like certainty. It may be a factor of modernity. We’re used to scientific precision–watches that tell perfect time, cars that start when you push the button or turn the key, lights that always come on when you flip the switch, and so on. We like mathematics. 2+2 always equals 4. Hydrogen and the right amount of oxygen always makes water. Gravity is (more or less) constant.

We can deal with a certain amount of uncertainty–in things like sporting matches, for example. This relatively inconsequential uncertainty adds a bit of excitement to the rest of our hopefully predictable lives. But for the most part, we do what we can do reduce risk. We have health insurance, car insurance, home insurance, and even life insurance, in an attempt to minimize the downside of uncertainty.

Embracing Uncertainty

Regardless of our attempts, there is no way to avoid uncertainty. Uncertainty is a fact of life. We have no control over so many factors that impact us on a daily basis. “It’s a dangerous business, Frodo, going out your door. You step onto the road, and if you don’t keep your feet, there’s no knowing where you might be swept off to.”― J.R.R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings. Life is unpredictable, and everything about it is uncertain.

That being the case, it makes sense to embrace this concept of uncertainty as best we can. Does that mean that we have to like uncertainty? Absolutely not. I didn’t call this post “the joy of uncertainty.” However, I think we at least need to make peace with it. Take each day as it comes, making something of each opportunity. Notice I didn’t say “making the best…” I am not unrealistic. I believe in having reasonable goals, and always making the bast of surprises just sets you up for failure. Just realize that a surprise—an uncertainty—is likely something you didn’t plan for, so you do what you can and learn from your experience. Sometimes just picking yourself up and moving on is the best you can do, and sometimes you even need a bit of help. Be fine with that.

Next: Uncertainty and belief

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Fear of Wonder

Posted on June 3, 2024 by me

“Wonder,” I think, always carries with it a sense of questioning. How can you look at anything with wonder, and not be filled with questions? How? What? Why? Who? When? We have all used “wonderful” to describe something we’ve experienced that we thought was great. But is that all? Something wonderful is something beyond our normal experience or expectations. It should invite us to ask what made it so? Why was it beyond ordinary? If you don’t have any questions about something–no sense of wonder about it–can it truly be described as wonderful?

The Fear of Wonder

I’ve been thinking about this in relation to God. As God can certainly be described as wonderful, the process of considering God should invite questions. However, it seems that much of modern Christianity is about having a belief in certainty: That what we know and what we believe is solid and firm, removing any room for doubt or questioning. We can sing about our wonderful God and his wonderful works, but our framework–our theological boxes–prevents any real sense of wonder.

I believe that our boxes limit our view of God, so that our mental picture of God is something less than wonder. We know this God. We’re comfortable with him. I wonder, are we doing God a disservice by not wondering? Are we missing that part of God that invites wonder and questioning? Do we, in fact, limit our ability to glimpse into that sense of wonder that reveals more of God than our little theological boxes can handle?

God is bigger than our boxes

I firmly believe that God is able to handle our wonder, our questioning, and yes, even our doubt. We should not have to fear that God is somehow not capable of dealing with the “realities” of our modern lives, that questions of science and philosophy and history are too much for God. Our theological box might be too small, but God isn’t. Perhaps it’s time to move outside the box and discover a bigger God.

To see God as truly wonderful is to wonder, and we should not be fearful of seeing God as God.

For more on this topic and more, look for my book Unboxing God–An Unevangelical Guide to Christianity, due out this fall from W. Brand Publishing.

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